6 days to surgery ... and counting ...
"EVEN IF" has been "my" song for a long time, but never more so than now ...
I know with every fiber of my being that God has all this ... He holds me ... HE is in absolute and total control ...
But - I am scared.
Cancer.
Major surgery.
I want so much to LIVE and not die.
I want to love my husband for more years ... to be here for him.
To be momma to my kids ... to laugh and to love and watch them live their lives.
To adore my grandkids ... to spoil them rotten.
To serve the Lord with all my heart and soul and body ... to honor Him in everything I do, with every breathe I take ...
To be a friend ...
I just want to LIVE and not die ... sigh.
I am so scared ...
But - I am trusting in JESUS.
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