2/4/2012

I have been so busy with Rick and doctors and tests and research ... haven't had a lot of time for anything else. And we still aren't "done".
Sigh.

We are to hear the results of the PET scan on Wednesday  afternoon (2:45) at Dr. Destarac's office.

Praying so hard for an excellent and good report!!!

This was my devotional this morning - (from Jesus Calling) ... 

Bring Me your weakness, and receive My peace.
Accept yourself and your circumstances just as they are, remembering that I am sovereign over everything.
Do not wear yourself out with analyzing and planning.
Instead, let thankfulness and trust be your guides through this day;
they will keep you close to Me.
As you live in the radiance of My Presence, My Peace shines upon you. 
You will cease to notice how weak or strong you feel, because you will be focusing on Me.
The best way to get through this day is step by step with Me.
Continue this intimate journey, trusting that the path you are following is headed for heaven. 

Psalm 29:11 ... "The Lord will give strength to His people; the Lord will bless his people with peace." 
 
Numbers 6:24-26 ... "The Lord bless you and keep you; The Lord make His face shine upon you, and be gracious to you; The Lord lift up His countenance upon you, and give you  peace." 
 
Psalm 13:5-6 ... "But I  have trusted in Your mercy; My heart shall rejoice in Your salvation. I will sing to the Lord,
because He has dealt bountifully with me." 
 
My thoughts and prayer after reading it ---
**And God our Father - you know just how difficult this is to me!!!
I can bring you my weakness and even receive your peace.
I have a hard time accepting myself and my circumstances just as they are.
Yes, I remember that you are sovereign over everything - but still!
You know me - analyzing and planning is what I do!

It's who I am!

You know that!
Everyone knows that!
Sigh.

So, to just let thankfulness and trust be my guide? O Lord!!!
I want to stay close to you.
Does this really work???
Step by step ...  little by little.
Confirmation.
Thank you.
Help me - please.
In Jesus' Name...