51% vs 49%

GOD, i need YOU.

YOUR Presence in my life and being.

Today, I feel on that 51% vs 49% line – of being weak and worn out, and yet having faith to believe.

Which leaves me feeling very tender and vulnerable to the shifting sands of life, and the blowing winds of storms.

Be tender with me, knowing that I am butt dust, a hooman.

But yet, be GOD that YOU are!

Help me, my Ever-Present HELP.

YOU are my only HOPE.

I do not want to get sucked off into depression and self-pity.

LORD, only YOU realize how easy it would be!

May HOPE be that life-line – to YOU.

Please, will YOU bear the weight of these burdens for me?

It’s too much for me.

: Psalm 131 – O Lord, my heart is not lifted up; my eyes are not raised too high; I do not occupy myself with things too great and too marvelous for me. But I have calmed and quieted my soul, like a weaned child with its mother; like a weaned child is my soul within me. O Israel, Hope in the Lord from this day forth and forevermore.

: Psalm 46:1 – God is our Refuge and Strength, a very present Help in trouble.

: Romans 12:12 – Rejoice in Hope, be patient in tribulation, be constant in prayer.

: Romans 15:13 – May the GOD of Hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, so that by the power of the Holy Spirit you may abound in Hope.